My two identities brought together by Zakopane trip
I couldn'tt wait for our trip to Zakopane, not because it would be a fun trip, but because it was a part of me that I have never before had an opportunity to share with my American friends. It appears that I have these two lives/identities. One in Poland with a family, friends, and great memories. The other is in the US. It also consists of a family, friends, and great memories. However, I feel like I am two different people in these two different words. I act a little different, my friends are different, expectations and experiences are different as well. Thus, it was very important to me to be able to bring those two worlds together and see what will come out of it.
I am not going to describe how the trip went because we were all there and I think everyone has their own opinion about it. I had a great time. It was awesome to have everyone in the program at my house and hang out with my father. My crazy aunt said that those American girls are very nice and she cried when we were leaving. What does that mean? It means, I think, that our different identities dont necessarily need to be separated just because they differ from each other. I think that it also means, that all of our identities are part of what I would call the big identity, identity which makes us who we are. Thus, my Polish, Catholic, European, Highlander, student, etc. Identities are building blocks of the Big Agnieszka Identity. The trouble is that sometimes some of the parts dont fit together so perfectly; however, we are constantly evolving and changing so maybe with time we can make it all work.
I am not going to describe how the trip went because we were all there and I think everyone has their own opinion about it. I had a great time. It was awesome to have everyone in the program at my house and hang out with my father. My crazy aunt said that those American girls are very nice and she cried when we were leaving. What does that mean? It means, I think, that our different identities dont necessarily need to be separated just because they differ from each other. I think that it also means, that all of our identities are part of what I would call the big identity, identity which makes us who we are. Thus, my Polish, Catholic, European, Highlander, student, etc. Identities are building blocks of the Big Agnieszka Identity. The trouble is that sometimes some of the parts dont fit together so perfectly; however, we are constantly evolving and changing so maybe with time we can make it all work.

3 Comments:
At July 27, 2004 6:14 PM,
Joy said…
I felt your Polish Highlander identity became more apparent when we were in Zacopane. You were so excited to show us the real Zacopane, the real highlander people, and the real gossip. It was facinating and almost a step into a different Poland. Thanks for taking on a great adventure.
At July 30, 2004 8:35 PM,
Jennifer said…
The inherent tension in how we prioritize our identity is probably one of the more profound emotional tensions within the human phsyce. Who hasn't experienced the pull between two different "roles" such as student and friend or daughter and friend? How do we decide which is the more important at a specific historical moment? Within a political context for example, how does the Polish president decide which role he emphasize(EU member or US-ally) when purchasing fighter planes? Ultimately, I believe that this tension is beneficial because it produces a dynamic identity that is continually redefined based upon the historical context? In this sense, you really never are the same person twice.
At July 30, 2004 8:40 PM,
Jennifer said…
The inherent tension in how we prioritize our identity is probably one of the more profound emotional tensions within the human phsyce. Who hasn't experienced the pull between two different "roles" such as student and friend or daughter and friend? How do we decide which is the more important at a specific historical moment? Within a political context for example, how does the Polish president decide which role he emphasize(EU member or US-ally) when purchasing fighter planes? Ultimately, I believe that this tension is beneficial because it produces a dynamic identity that is continually redefined based upon the historical context? In this sense, you really never are the same person twice.
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